Friday, November 09, 2007

Breaking The Habit


sorry about the linkin park plagiarism, but some of their songs really do ring a bell to certain aspects of my life..maybe that's why they're so popular..their songs-especially the first ones, were in touch with the problems most people face, and they didnt sing about problems, they sang about facing them, and overcoming them..well, that's how i perceived it when i listened then..

Did you know - well, of course you dont, i guess - that everytime i wrote something here, it affects me as well, and quite significantly too..when i write about my failings, reading them back -the words that i have published- gives me a resolution to make them just that..another post in the past..
-and there i was wondering what good will it do to open up and show my weaknesses-
i guess people show their vulnerability on their blogs for a reason... (or even many reasons)
problems are what makes us human...and the way we face them is what makes or breaks us
It's probably not too much to say that problems really are blessings in disguise..with problems we are able to grow, to learn, to become better.
They are chances- a chance to change for the better, a chance to show how much we care, how much others care and retrospectively showing the conditions/closeness of relationships, though there's no real standard to them, and others
they also force us to take life seriously and reconsider things realistically..a way of testing our limits
enough said, if i said i was lazy, i'd try not to be by the time i write the next post, when i wrote i was lacking enough sleep, i tried my best to contemplate my condition, and started wondering was it really not enough, or should i change something
i have lots of bad habits..at times i can be lazy, and my time management can be laughable..as of now...i will try, insyaAllah, to be a better person than today.
I will inshaAllah, do everything i wanted to do, but havent done. i know that i have wasted a lot of time, even unnecessarily
i know i can do lots of stuff..even have both elements of work and play, everyday..if i have the proper time management, or the proper resolution and willpower
it might not happen all at once, I dont deny that it might not happen at all, but it's a good start

in the meantime, i'll have a good laugh about everything wrong with me
this is my resolution for the day
I will break the habits of yesterday
these pics have got nothing to do with my bad habits, though
"as long as it's Halal"

1 comment:

zyryx said...

ps: because i was looking at the camera closely, the eyes might look a little senget, and cross-eyed.. just so u know..hehe