Sunday, June 04, 2006

blogthing-coz no pics for the time being makes a bad blog really,really dull

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!


really?


Your IQ Is 135

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Genius

jujur nih..

Saturday, June 03, 2006

afterload..

the previous entry 'prelude' was named such to mean the prelude of the examination sessions..this title, on the other hand, is the reason i write.
i'm sorry if this blog is too dull,too uninformative, or too dumb( but i wouldnt say that in front of me if i were u,hehe) for u guys reading out there.
one of the original main reason (again this topic) i started this blog was so that i could kinda 'send a letter' to everyone who cares/ i care enough to consider writing (as i've professed many times over, i'm lazy la..)
but now, i find that another reason for me to write has become the predominating factor for me to write- i do it coz it's entertaining. but a negative effect would be that the contents will never be about what my life is, what i ate and so on and so forth...it would be mostly crap.
it doesnt have to be funny,witty, intelligent or whatever..as long as it makes me happy..but would it make the readers happy?i heard sometimes my mom asks my sis to print these words that i write, on a whim, in the middle of the night just before i go to sleep.sometimes i wonder, what would my mother think if they read an entry like this,with no wisdom nor seriousity,full of ramblings and mistakes.of course sometimes, the tidbits of reality do come up.but the previous blogs tend to geta a bit off course more often than not.
still i like making entries this way.it's more entertaining for me. i hate being pushed into something i dont want to do, and in doing this, it's like i can release some of the pressure of daily life..
so that's about it,my thinking again went retrospective this time (maybe it's because i saw some other blogs,or felt vulnerable with other people's opinion,of which a long time ago i decided not to care much about).it doesnt change anything though.this crazy mixture of fantasy,reality,thoughts and a little bit of everything will continue to go on..

Monday, May 29, 2006

Prelude..

the skies are clear,the days hot,but the rain comes time and again,reminding us of our dearest hometown,in a country far far away in te south,soon to be reunited with it's children once again..but wait..what is this shadow i see in the horizon,hidden deep in the mist of the future..filled with terror and uncertainty, those battles fought with heroes- some well prepared,others somewhat lacking,but brave enough to try and pass this last hurdle..to shoot the arrows into the mist towards an unknown entity,so that they can finally return to the kingdom they were rightfully destined?some will fail..but those who do are little,and it wont stop them from coming back, for the exams can always be taken after they return,hehe..
yes my friends, this battle is known throughout the world as finals exams. even the mere mention of this word strikes fear into the hearts of even the bravest of normal students,hehe..sorry for the long intro..(i should try to get away from my new game,'LOTR- Battle for Middle Earth' before it's too late and mine tounge doth go astray from thy--uh from your normal daily speech..u should see when i summon sauron into battle and take out enemies with his awesome incinerating powers,or galadriel with that tornado,or large legendary extremely powerful monsters like..ok2 lets stop there )
so if you're wondering what my everyday life right now is like,it's in a way hectic,but if i choose to.right now we're busy making notes for the exams,finishing our practicals(i just started my obstetrics) and practicals exams,and getting signs on our cradit(zachot) books for permission to enter our wummer exams..
did i tell you before about the subjects? neurology, internal medicine,surgery and (oh no!) obstetrics..


other news are:
-we bought new computers and put pur laptops up for sale.that's why i couldnt go online(hate to use others coz i needed to save somethings),do my homework(serves as a reason rite?),update my blog,put up photos rite now(no programs to edit photos yet),and get a girlfriend(love computer before u love somebody),and i'd have come up with many other things i couldnt do for the same reason if not for that azan in the background showing me how much time i hadnt positively/productively used.
-the PPIM elected their new council members today
-we celebrated a combo bday party for usen,adib,wantsien,navin n danial
-i'm going to the toilet rite now so the ridiculously long and for the most part pointless entry u're reading will end here..so there!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

the escape into existence

hi~!it's been a while..although i had soo much time at home due to a certain chickenpox virus that i got acquainted with and eventually got closer with,and that "exciting" time i had in prison--er..i mean..the infectious hospital (somehow i'm reminded of that scene in 'The Count Of Monte Cristo' when the protagonist said "it's been..so long..i've counted all the stones in my cells.." then the priest answered "I know..but have you NAMED them?")..i somehow could not find the time to write a single byte into this virtual personal space of mine..maybe it was the homework,maybe it was writer's block,maybe it was the itch..and that extremely painful headache during my last days with varicella-kun,when he decided to invade my head..and between my hair..nearly filled my scalp with extremely itchy vesicles..which later turned to vesicles excrutiatingly painful upon digital removal..i actually tried to write a partially ficitious story about my life in jail- i mean-the box..how i spent my time there..and my great 'escape' from there(i had this 'green map' all over my body,see)and my 'life as a fugitive' afterwards..but somehow i couldnt get myself to type a single word though my head kept rereading the proposed text in my head over and over again..well..maybe i will..later..the kursk games came and passed..with me out of the picture..what the heck..it's nothing actually..my fate was such.i'd still try again if i had the chance.
today is another of those holidays in may..one of those last holidays before that great big summer exam looming ahead like a large giant cloud slowly covering the sunshine just waiting for it's moment to pounce from behind and WHAM! hit our silly little heads from our dream-like holiday trance and put us back into the hard,cold earth to reality(think Mr. Bean-like)--well,that's how i see it anyway.It doesnt matter what you guys think.this is my blog by the way..hehe
what makes this day different is that we had a pseudofamily day(it felt like a family day so i'll refer to it as such). The guys who started the UMNO club were the organizers..the event great!we were divided into ten teams..had some games and later that night had a barbequeue feast worthy of praise..hopefully this will be the first of many similar functions..
tomorrow is "den pabedy"..(hari kemenangan/lit. day of victory)..a great day for russians and the world commemorating the day they won WW2 and entered berlin..


here are some pics..i'm a bit irritated right now because i uploaded this about ten times and the intro for these pics were somehow lost too..enjoy!

sibuk je diorg ni tangkap gambar..org tgh sibuk masak tu..

permainan penuh kontroversi

org umno suroh kite line up..kite line up..org umno suroh tangkap belon kite tangkap..janji makan nanti ade ye..hehe

kesian..mude2 dah...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

chickenpox

that's what i got...oh yeahh!

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

news from "the promised land"..

-- a 4th year student ,taufik got beaten up in Nizhny Novgorod a few days back..news even reached harian metro..meanwhile talk of trouble brewing up in the upcoming hitler's bday starts..dont worry mom...i dont know if the news got to you,but insyaAllah everything's going to be fine..we've been through times like this,and insyaAllah hopefully it will be as uneventful as before..

-- my internal diseases cycle has started..the longest n for me maybe the hardest subject this semester..for 1 month..i'll have to start my practicals again soon

--this 27th i'll be going to kursk for a few days

--finally the rain,n greenery seems to have come permanently,at least for this season marking the end of winter..beautiful weather..i dont mind getting wet though..hehe

--Volgogradians BEWARE! a chickenpox outbreak is out there!so far i've known 2 guys who've contracted it- ete n lattish..one of them's living in hiroshima..another's in a kvartira..but it's highly contagious..and i advise those who havent contracted it before,and dont want to be infected now for various reasons,like myself.. to stay away from the light..eh sorry..the guys..hehe

--my exact age is 21 years, 6 months, 3 weeks, 4 days

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

march photos


i couldnt write enough..too much has happened..so here are some pics..

pancake week in early march


that time when kimi went back to malaysia for treatment ..mmm cheese

sushi at yakutoria's

syphi decided she needs a wash

fahmy cooking..

while his cat abby does some weightlifting

she's getting workout tips rite now..

one night i went thru all my old stuffs from the moment i came to russia until now..reminiscing..


blue beautiful spring skies

i think this kiddy snack is a favourite among malaysians here..

the sky in volgograd under a russian lamppost at the end of "winter" weather
that wraps it up..more or less