for me it's a creative process-practice makes perfect.
for friends and family-sometimes a generalised letter.
for me,friends,family and others (even the monkey reading this statement right now..yes..dont look around wondering who and pretend that you're not)- another blog with this writer trying hard to entertain...
The last few posts were a bit embarrassing. I did them on the same day and scheduled them, and it seemed like a good idea at the time. Those kinds of posts might have been better in my *cough*drafts
But after some thought, what the heck...so here's looking at you, world
(I'm recycling/reusing old pictures because I'm lazy to lessen the number of trees chopped down)
whut arr U looking at?
yes, I was thinking that at the time
this is my real face
asdfasd
sad but has some truth -- girls luurve bad guys - AND this guy's the sought after tall, dark and handsome, with cape and helmet, and life support system
Sebelum Tidur ( Fokusnya persiapan sebelum tidur) 1. Sebelum tidur, lakukan persiapan yang sewajarnya. Ini kerana kita akan melangkah ke alam tidur. – Ada sesetengah orang menyatakan ia sebagai alam kematian yang sementara. Kita kena bersedia. Are You Ready? 2. Pastikan tempat tidur berada dalam keadaan yang sesuai da selesa untuk tidur. Pastikan ia kemas dan tidak kotor. 3. Ambil wudhuk, bersihkan muka dan gosok gigi agar mulut anda bersih dan suci. Saya pasti, anda akan merasai kesegaran dan kenyamannya. 4. Biasakan dirikan solat sunnat 2 rakaat – terpulanglah sama ada solat taubat, hajat atau apa pun. Jika saya, kebiasaannya solat sunat taubat. Aggaplah ia sebagai stesen muhasabah diri sebelum melelapkan mata. 5. Jika mampu, tutupkan malam anda dengan membaca Al-Quran. Biasanya selalu kita lihat ramai yang melazimi surah Al-Mulk sebelum tidur. InsyaAllah, kita juga boleh lakukannya. 6. Setkan jam loceng atau alarm telefon bimbit pada waktu yang ingin anda bangun. Sedikit pandangan saya, jika boleh setkan alarm telefon dengan alunan azan atau ayat Al-Quran. Bagi saya, ia sangat-sangat sesuai. Kita dikejutkan dengan kalimah-kalimah yang mulia. Cuba elakan dengan muzik-muzik yang tidak selari dengan nafas ruh Islam. 7. Baringkan badan dengan selesa dan baca tiga kul. Surah Al-Ikhlas, Al-Falaq dan An-Nas. Kemudian tarik nafas dan hembus dengan keselesaan anda. 8. Justeru, pejamkan mata dan sambil-sambil beristighfar dan berzikir sehinggalah mata terlelap tidur dengan tenang, aman dan damai. Selepas Tidur 1. Kita akan terjaga jika terdengar jam loceng atau alunan azan daripada telefon kita. Ok baiklah, cuba elak untuk menutup bunyinya sehinggalah anda benar-benar tersedar. 2. Kemudian, duduk dan cuba elak dari membaringkan diri semula. Kemudian, bacalah doa bangun subuh. 3. Baiklah, Rasulullah SAW memberi panduan kepada kita bahawa apabila kita tidur terdapat 3 ikatan yang diikat oleh syaitan semasa kita tidur. Justeru ada 3 kaedah untuk merungkaikan ikatan itu. Yang pertamanya telah saya sebutkan dalam tips ke 2. 4. Baiklah, seterusnya terus ke bilik air basuh muka, gosok gigi dan bersihkan badan. Dan ambilkan wudhuk dengan tenang. InsyaAllah, wudhuk akan merungkaikan ikatan yang ke dua. 5. Seterusnya, kata Rasulullah kita dirikan solat sunat 2 rakaat. InsyaAllah ikatan ke 3 akan terungkai dengan izin Allah SWT. 6. Dan, selepas itu saya yakin kita akan sedar, bertenaga dan ceria. Dan boleh kita membaca Al-Quran dan sebagainya.
I don't need to say anything. I'm too ashamed to add anything Taken from my friend's family blog. May Allah bless them.
Tuhan jamahlah hatiku
yg kering dan hampa tanpa kasih
atas kuasaMu ku terlahir
dan hanya padaMu ku kembali *courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
dalam tanganMu ku pasrahkan
jalan panjang hidupku yg kan ku tempuh
hanya padaMu ku memohon
dan hanya padaMu ku bersujud
reff: tunjukkan aku menuju jalan lurusmu
agar aku dapat wujudkan tobatku
terangi aku dalam gelapnya duniaku
agar aku bisa dapatkan ridhaMu
Ya Allah Ya Robbi
Ya Rahman Ya Rochim
repeat reff [2x]
Ya Allah Ya Robbi
Ya Rahman Ya Rochim
[3x]
I'm old, but am I ready?I thought I was, but maybe I wasn't. When? Let fate decide.InsyaAllah...I'll try to be the wise and patient man I need to be for my future family, if I am ever given the chance for such a burden.
PS: this is a scheduled post, since I already made a similar post earlier in the same day
Masya Allah..one of the most beautiful songs today.
Every one has their troubles, their own trials and tribulations. This song truly heals in a way.
Insha Allah Lyrics | Inshallah Lyrics
By: Maher Zain
Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insyaallah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way
Video & Lyrics Information
Artist: Maher Zain Album: Thank You Allah Lyrics: Maher Zain & Bara Kherigi Melody: Maher Zain Arrangement: Maher Zain & Hamza Namira Copyright: Awakening Records 2009
an empty pic- easier to keep thgs inside,and focus on important thgs
Time alone is the best time,
Probably because I'm an introvert, something I have come to embrace fully, Alhamdulillah.
embracing my self..not another weird cult. And this picture is not me trying a weird cult in Russia, just so you know
Unfortunately it doesn't mean I can live alone. Being stuck without friends to hang out with is a bummer, and really depressing. I still need people.
This is the first time I've really been living alone. Usually I had housemates, or was living with my parents, like everyone else. My last housemate advised me against this, but at that time, it was the most easy and obvious answer to living here.
Now I spend as much time alone as I want. In fact, I'm spending too much time alone, which sometimes drive me nuts.
I temporarily stopped blogging due to some distractions...
I've been soul searching, again. But finding out more doesn't necessarily produce answers. More often, more questions arise.
I thought I found something important, but I ended up more confused, as always.
Cryptic, eh?